Dear Bill, Please take this letter very seriously. Everything that I am about to write is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth! First, I want to start off with Dan. I don’t know if anyone told you that Nina saw Dan? Nina was having heart surgery and went flat line and came back. (She had one of those near death or beyond and back experiences). It went something like this: Two angels were escorting Nina and she kept arguing with them, telling them she wasn’t ready when in her words, all of a sudden there was Uncle Dan. She said she freaked out because she had never seen Dan without his wheelchair before. The angels said, “Come on, Nina!” But Nina said she was to excited and told the angels, “No, there’s Uncle Dan!” and “I told you I’m not ready!” She said she started yelling, “Uncle Dan, Uncle Dan!” And he turned, looked at her and waved with a big grin and kept on running. She said he was having fun (a blast). And then she came out of flat line and started yelling at everyone in the room to keep talking to her because she kept fading in and out of heaven. satan tried to take Nina from me (present-earth-time-wise) but God sent her back with a glimpse of Dan for me instead. I use to hound Armeda and Richard over and over again asking if Dan was saved? God knew that it was really bothering me and so He put my mind at ease! Four weeks before Nina’s operation she was working at a gas station (SuperAmerica). She said, “Dad, is it normal for a stanger (customer) to come through the store and before he leaves ask if he can pray for me?” She said a couple of days later an elderly lady came through my line and the Holy Spirit told her to ask if she could pray for me too. Nina said their are three of us working here and these strangers always just want to pray for me. I told Nina that probably the other two workers don’t have anyone praying for them but I am always praying for you and that is proof that you are under God’s protective care. What I didn’t tell Nina, (because I didn’t want to scare her) was that something big was probably about to happen (as you read above). And just like God promises in His Word, His angelic strike-force was there and had it covered. I don’t know if it is bothering you or if it’s the Holy Spirit nudging me to write this? Or if you forgot about it altogether but the fireball that you and Roger saw was from satan, not God. There are people in America and around the world who have walked into church’s during services and blowed people away and God didn’t send no fireball. satan just used the opportunity to try to put a wedge between you guys and God. Making you think it was from God because of what you did (robbing that church). There are people in the Bible who have done worse than me, you and Roger put together and God forgave them. But, it WAS, God who allowed you to see it (the fireball) with your spirit (the real you) while the eyes of your flesh (the vehical you live in) were closed because satan can’t do that! Only God can. It was satan who ran through you and me at Dad’s trailer after Dad’s funeral. Remember, I was putting the beer in the fridge? It was satan who tried to possess me at 931 Colgate rd. Remember, you and me and Lisa, my first wife, upstairs. I was exercising myself before it was to late, on my knees reading the Bible, crying and I said, “we’re all going to heaven?” It was satan who was answering those Houdini questions that you were asking with the Ouija board. Remember, you had the encyclopedia and was grading his answers like a teacher would a students exam? (and they were all correct)! It was satan who was trying to influence me, you, Roger and our cousin Joe to rob a store in Florida. Remember, we beat-up Jerry? It was the Holy Spirit trying to influence me to influence you guys to try the church first. Remember, I prayed in the church with the preacher? He said, “If nothing happens by midnight come back and I’ll have my wife fix you all something to eat. Then, at the trailer(which freaked me out!) Roger said, “O.K. I’m gonna pray and if nothing happens we’re gonna go rob that store!” And right when Roger was done praying suddenly all those cars pulled up. I thought it was the devil pulling up to kill us (revenge for what we did to Jerry) but it was God answering that preachers prayer, my prayer and Rogers prayer! And it WAS midnight, remember? (these are just some of the ways that the unseen world manifests itself in our world). Bill, you once asked me to try to explain all this God stuff without using the Bible. I think it had to do with me telling you that when you’re saved or born-again, you see things that other people don’t. Well, I finally found a way. There was a science-fiction movie where men from outer space landed on earth. They implanted tiny electrodes in the back of everybody’s head. After their spaceships left the earth the spacemen could completely control the actions of their victims. The people all appeared normal. But, anytime the spacemen wanted them to kill someone or follow any other command they just transmitted the instructions from outer space to their victims who were programmed to obey. To make a long story short, one of the victims fell in a lake (kinda like getting baptized) and it fried his electrode and his eyes we’re opened to the truth. He could see what other people couldn’t see. So he started running around warning people. But they wouldn’t listen, they would just push him away. Some even threatened to call the police. He kept begging them, but they said he was nuts. They said he was crazy. They said it was all in his head. When actually it was the other way around! Changing the sci-fi channel I could say it this way. There is a “sin mechanism” inside of us that is constantly being energized by signals from satan. When you draw near to God, God draws near to you and unplugs it! (I know some of this stuff might sound foolish but please believe me I know what I’m talking about and I’m trying to warn you). Do you remember putting your hands on my shoulders and face to face you said, Tom, you know what your problem is? You need to go one way or the other! (you were talking about God’s way or the devil’s way) That was in 1997 in front of Tubbys. That was ten years ago. I have studied a lot, learned a lot and been taught a lot by the Holy Spirit since then. I can tell you right now from my heart to your heart as a stated fact, you are already saved, all your sins are forgiven and forgotten, you are acquitted of everything you have ever said, done or thought of, everything is blotted out completely! All you have to do is receive your free gift. There is a package in heaven with your name on it and no one else can touch it.You don’t have to earn it or try to be good to get it. It’s yours for free! The Bible doesn’t say Jesus died and paid for the sins of the whole world, except Bill (Jn. 1:29). You are very special to God. He wants a relationship with you. God is so very real and He will come into your life and reveal Himself to you. Please don’t judge God by me (by being bad) or Pamala! (by being good?). You’ll understand what I’m talking about as you keep reading. God is holy and me and Pamala are not (of course you know that). We are being sanctified by the Holy Spirit but we are still in the flesh and are still capable of sinning. I misrepresented a loving God. I started backsliding, sinning, whoring with Tammy and then whoring with Sherl and then right before I came to my senses I did my own loved one wrong. You. And as for Pamala, you once asked me, if God is real and so loving why is He allowing her to go through all she is with Jack and everything? Pamala was grieving the Holy Spirit too but in a different way. She was wishing that someone was dead and not only that but she was telling people she wished that individual was dead, Richard was freaking out. She told enough people, that if that person would’ve gotten murdered the authorities would’ve arrested her in a heartbeat (as a suspect). I understand the whole situation with Pamala, but when it comes to having an intimate relationship with God you can’t be speaking evil or thinking evil. You got to do like what you told me to do, go one way or the other! I’ll tell you one more, but keep in mind I’m not trying to put Pamala down, I’m trying to defend God in your eyes from what I know about Him and wanting you to see His point of view. Way back, when Jack first got his injury. A healing preacher came to their church. He was asking if there was anyone who needed to be healed. Pamala was waiting for Jack to raise his hand. Instead, he stood up and went to the very back of the church and sat down. Pamala got upset and to make another story short, Jack was going to his employers insurance physician around the same time and if he would’ve gotten healed he wouldn’t have got his settlement. And that was probably not to cool in God’s eyes. Now, Pamala is injured. She believes in healing. We layed hands on Richard and he was healed instantly. I’ve been healed more than once and Pamala has seen the power of God many times. Heres what I’m getting at. If Pamala got upset with Jack because he wouldn’t receive his healing but now she won’t receive her healing that would make her a hypocrite in Gods eyes. Also, Jack desired something more than he did his healing, namely ($). Now the table is turned and God knows if Pamala now desires something more than her healing, namely (pain pills). And if so it grieves Him and pushes Him away. God says in I Sam. 16:7 …the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. And also, Ps. 51:6 Behold, I desire truth in the inward parts. There was a man who was a drunk, a bully, a mean dude and the whole town hated him. But then he got saved. He became the most soft and kind-hearted person in the world. One night the church was praying for God to speak through someone and give them a message (in God’s world it’s called prophecy, in satan’s world it’s called a seance). Anyway, everyone's eyes was on Mrs. So in So, a sweet little old lady who had been coming to church for years and always paying her tithes. But God spoke through the drunk, the bully and everyone found that so hard to believe, even the preacher. Later on, when the preacher was alone he prayed and asked God why? The Lord revealed that He needed a sincere and loving vessel and that Mrs. So in So was filled with bitterness and hatred. God could see what the pastor and church couldn’t see. Do you know what mom said about you once? She said, “What if Bill is that last person who needs to be saved and then the Rapture happens.” I thought to myself, it’s possible but the odds are astronomical. Bill do you know what the word “saved” means? In Hebrew it means: to heal, cure, preserve, keep safe and sound, rescue from danger or destruction, deliver. Save from physical death by healing, save from spiritual death by forgiving sin and its effects. “to give new life” and “to cause to have a new heart.” Have you ever heard someone say, “I heard John Smith got saved last week?” Well, that’s not a correct statement. Because John Smith got saved two thousand years ago when Jesus died on the cross. John Smith just accepted his salvation "last week" The free gift, the free ticket to heaven that God provided two thousand years ago became a reality to him last week. Have you ever wondered what people are saved from? John Smith wasn’t saved from hell because hell is created for satan and also John Smith wasn’t saved from death because John Smith was created to live forever. Keep in mind the science fiction movie I mentioned earlier as you read these 7 scriptures. Here's what John Smith was saved from. (1) …I now send you, to open their eyes, in order to turn them from darkness to light and from the power of satan to God (Acts 26:18). (2)…that they may know the truth and that they may come to their senses and escape the snare of the devil, having been taken captive by him to do his will (II Tim. 2:25,26). (3)…the (Bible, God’s truth) is veiled to those who are perishing, whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe (II Cor. 4:3,4). (4)…the whole world lies under the sway of the wicked one (I Jn. 5:19). (5)…the ruler of this world (Jn. 12:31). (6)…the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience (Eph. 2:2). (7)…He (God) has delivered us from the power of darkness and transferred us into the kingdom of the Son of His love (Col. 1:13). The first 6 verses are about the people of the world who are not saved, who are going on about their business totally unaware of what’s really going on behind the scenes. Their the ones who will push you away and say, “get out of my face, I don’t believe in this Santa Clause, tooth fairy, fairy tale crap!” The last verse (the 7th verse) is the worldling who found out the truth, he’s the one who fell in the lake. He’s been saved, his eyes have been opened. I’d like to point out that the above statement, “sons of disobedience” is not talking about our kids. It’s talking about us, me and you, the people of the world. There are only two categories, the saved, the unsaved, the sheep, the goats, the sons of righteousness, the sons of disobedience, etc. I know for a fact and even would bet $ that you know things and can do things with your computer that graduates (in the same field) who have spent years in college would be perplexed! I want you to know that when it comes to the Word of God I stump preachers. And even have taught preachers (things they didn’t know). When I walk into a church I do not talk with the congregation. The preacher is almost always the only one at my level or visa versa. About 95% of church people don’t even know what the Bible says, they only know what the preacher tells them. And what’s really sad, even scary, is that there are too many members who go to church who think they’re going to heaven but their not! There is so much trash that people believe that just isn’t true! When you get saved (and this is not an error on page), you’re going to have to do more than a full system restore on yourself. Deleting all image files, all understanding files and representations of God files would not even be enough. To be defragmatized and compressed would still not get it. Everything that you have downloaded in life, from the t.v., from the world, from school, friends, relatives has been infected big-time. You would have to do what you do best! Get your hands on the language (God’s Word) and start reprogramming. Then follow the on-screen instructions and when prompted activate demon-sweeper or angelattack. And make a stand on this side of the firewall while uploading all new updates. And once the Wizard (The Holy Ghost) helps you reinstall, reconfigure and reformat, Man! The rest is sweet surfing. But until that happens (you getting saved) you might find a lot of the rest of this letter hard to believe or mere foolishness. For instance, there is, a double-kingdom system. There is a seen kingdom upon earth with human rulers. But behind that earthly kingdom (or nation) is an unseen kingdom with a demonic ruler.(We’re not traversing this planet alone). Everything on this earth, every human, every being, is dominated, ruled or influenced by spirits in the unseen world. Even Christians are influenced and led by the Spirit, of God! We try to fight, wrestle and cope with situations we see, when really there’s an unseen power behind the situation. As a matter of fact the Bible is not about religion. The Bible is about a King, a Kingdom and His kids! (a royal family) That’s what Dan is right now, a child of God. The word Christian is mentioned once and plural twice, in the whole Bible. On the other hand, child, children and sons of God are almost to numerous to count. God’s original purpose and plan was to extend His invisible rule (realm) into the visible. So He created the physical universe. Then He created us (His children) in His own image and gave us physical bodies(earth suits) to rule and reign in the natural like He rules and reigns in the supernatural. Angels, which do not have wings, are our servants (Cherubim and Seraphim have wings. Cherubim have four, Seraphim have six). They stand in awe over us because as our Heavenly Father creates, so we create. They watch us create skyscrapers, supersonic jets and space shuttles and are amazed. They were even watching you create those poems because they cannot create. And by the way, in Eph. 2:10 in the Hebrew. You are God’s poem, His work of art. You know how people talk about the end of the world? There’s no such thing! God didn’t create the earth to destroy it. But He will bring to an end the evil with a capital “D” and all his followers and children. Have you ever heard the statement, “they sold their soul to the Devil?” There’s no such thing! First of all you can’t sell something that doesn’t belong to you. Your soul belongs to God. And second, if your not a child of God then you already belong to satan spiritually (that’s the reason a man must be born again). And third, the devil wouldn’t even want your soul. Your soul is your mind, your intellect, your will and emotions. If he could, he doesn’t even want your spirit (the real you, the part created in God‘s image). He wants the flesh, he trys to put sickness and disease on you or persuade you to take your own life or even influence someone else to take your life (kill you). satan is very real and he wants you dead before you get saved and/or find out the truth. satan hates us because 1) we’re the crown of God’s creation. 2) we have authority over him and he doesn’t like it or want you to know that. 3) we’re taking his place in heaven 4) his obituary is written in Revelation. The ONLY message that Jesus preached was “The Kingdom.” At the very beginning of His earthly mission, He proclaimed, “the kingdom of God is at hand” (Mk. 1:15). That’s the spiritual version of saying, “The Marines have landed.” It was an invasion by God’s kingdom into the enemy’s realm, the Kingdom of Darkness. Almost immediately Jesus confronts a demon who speaks through a man and says, “…Did You come to destroy us?” Jesus came to establish the Kingdom of Heaven, a spiritual kingdom, on earth. Everytime there is a military conflict in the visible, material sphere, it is a reflection of spiritual warfare in the invisible sphere. There are unseen rulers who can influence seen rulers (or presidents). God gives us many glimpses into His world, this other dimension that is running parallel with ours. At this very moment, while you’re reading this letter (book), Michael, the archangel, a warrior who looks nothing like John Travolta, is building up defenses behind the scenes in Israel. satan is on the offense and has set-up his headquarters in Iran. There is spiritual activity going on all around us, all the time. Just like there are physical laws, there are also spiritual laws. Prayer, which is communication to the Commander-in-Chief (Jesus) can effect these two worlds that are running side by side and can make an impact and change the outcome of any given situation! The Bible (and I mean this in a reverent way) is supernatural just like the Ouija board, Tarot cards, Palmistry, Crystal balls, Tea-leaf reading, Séance’s, etc. only more so, A LOT more so! satan always counterfeits and copies God. When satan realized, long ago, that God was communicating with man through His word he came up with his own communication devices. Anyway, if you or anyone else would just pray a simple prayer and mean it, like: “Dear God, if what Tom is telling me is true and You really exist and love me. Forgive me for all my sins or everything I’ve done wrong. Come into my heart or into my life, open my eyes and show me that You are real, in Jesus’ name. Instantly, whether you FEEL anything or not, you are rescued from satan’s kingdom and transferred into God’s Kingdom. It’ that simple! You become a citizen of heaven, a child of God and a soldier of Christ. You receive a free ticket to heaven and a free package of salvation (which I spoke of earlier with your name on it). Salvation basically means: Rescue, deliverance, safety and to many other words. I mentioned above that the Bible is supernatural (a portal into God's world). As you feed upon the Word, God will start opening your eyes to His presence and to the truth. It might not happen over night, but it could! I used to get mad at God because He wouldn’t reveal Himself to me. I used to tell God that it wasn’t fair. I told Him that I could run down to Walmarts and buy a Ouija board and talk to a demon in a heart-beat. After complaining didn’t work I tried another approach. I didn’t read the Bible like a book. I used it as an instrument to find God. After what I saw you do with that Ouija board. I used the Bible to search, seek, hunt and chase God and then the pursuer (me) became the pursued. I was like a man after God’s own heart and it touched His heart and He revealed Himself to me! Church people seek the blessings, I was seeking the Blesser. While they were seeking the healings, I was seeking the Healer. I would take scriptures like, “ If you seek Me you will find Me” and “ I am not a man that I should lie.” I would bring these scriptures to God’s attention when I prayed or talked to Him and I would say, “ Father, How can I trust You if You won’t keep You’re Word?” Your Word says, “that if I draw near to You, You will draw near to me!” “And I don’t see anything happening!” But He was drawing near and He was keeping His Word and that is how I came to know Him today. Bill, I’m sorry for writing so much and I hope I don’t sound like I’m preaching. But if what I’m writing is true and believe me it is. I wouldn’t really love you if I didn’t warn you. Please don’t repeat this: If mom really loved her sister (Aunt Judy) like I love you. Mom would be warning Aunt Judy that Jehovah Witnesses is an occult. I explained that to mom (10 yrs. ago) and found out mom already knew. But she said that they are such good friends and she didn’t want to cause any problems in their relationship. You touched God’s heart once and didn’t even know how much you really did, if what I heard is true? Do you remember when Zack walked in covered in blood? I heard that you got on your knees and thanked God that Zack didn’t get killed or something like that. Anyway, you touched God more than you’ll ever know just by acknowledging Him. And let me say this, it was satan who tried to take Zack, God intervened. Please listen to me Bill, I am that worldling that fell in the water and I am trying to, with ALL that is in me, to convince you that all of this stuff is not some fantasy, make believe, fairy tale crap. I’ve been working on a book the title is: Spiritual Reality VS. Religion, It has a lot of things this letter has in it. During my life time (I’m 5yrs. away from being 50) I’ve experienced both God and satan. Now, I have a relationship with the living God and as a child of God I can pray and He hears my prayers and answers my prayers. As a soldier in Christ I have authority over satan, he has to obey the Word of God. I can lay hands on my grand-babies and they are healed. When you get saved these are rights and privileges that belong to you as a child of God. I am still the same old me, I haven’t turned into a Jesus freak or goodie two shoes Christian, that is a deception of the devil, that is religion. God wants a relationship. The only times that Jesus would get mad or upset was when the religious people came around or confronted Him. And another thing, God created us to participate, to co-operate with Him. Every miracle that Jesus performed, the people knowingly or unknowingly participated. For instance, back in the old days (or like our kids would say, “Back in tha day!”) they would bury people in caves and roll a stone in front of it. In John 11:38-44 Jesus raises Lazarus from the dead but first, He asks the people to move the stone. Now if you had the power to raise the dead, you’d have the power to move a stone! I could go on & on but I’m just trying to make a point. People like Jesse Duplantis and Benny Hinn have been asked by people to go into psychiatric wards and pray for loved ones. It’s not all that fake Catholic excercisim drama you see on secular t.v. They just walk in as a child of God and with the authority of God’s Word command the demon to come out in the name of Jesus. The demon shutters, trembles and flees. There’s no hocus pocus. The individual is released from the hospital after tests and goes home. Doctors and nurses freak-out and some even get saved but the media isn’t going to show this stuff because people might start believing in God. The United States government has a classified file named, “Noahs Ark” where they have taken pictures of it with their spy satellites on top of Mt. Ararat but their not going to release that to the public either, that would change people’s ways of thinking.There is a lot that the governments and secular news channels don’t reveal to the public concerning God. And God warns them in His Word that they will be held accountable severely but they don’t know because they don’t read the Bible. The government has even given out grants and spent tax-payers $ on the Ouija board. In one such incident a scientist (I think) published his results in the Proceedings of the American Society for Physical Research. His report implies that the board worked when the operators were blindfolded, when the alphabet was rearranged and when the board was covered up. He stated in his reports, “Whatever may have been the source of the intelligence displayed, it was absolutely beyond the range of normal human faculty.” That right there should’ve been a red flag but for whatever reasons they swept it under the rug. Well, I better try to end this letter (novel). Just like I wrote at the beginning (close to the front cover) this is all truth. If you would just pray a simple prayer like the one that’s buried in these pages somewhere and sincerely mean it, you will be saved and you will be a child of God. You will be born again. Born again is just the rebirth of the human spirit. Adam and Eve died spiritually. So, we must be born again. It basically means this: Have you ever heard someone say, (usually a grandma will say this about a grandchild). “That boy’s got the devil in him”! Well, Granny’s not far from the truth. When Adam sinned the nature of the devil came into his spirit and this nature began to manifest itself in the human race. When you are born again the life of God and the nature of God comes into your spirit and receiving this life, this new birth, changes your spirit. But, something that a lot of preachers don’t teach and they will be held accountable for, is just like a newborn baby you have to feed your spirit with the pure milk of the Word or you won’t grow. A baby Christian is what the world calls a hypocrite. They are carnal Christians. They act like they have a relationship with God and when you mention demon they run. (they're always arguing with unsaved non-believers instead of just planting a seed, praying & letting the Holy Spirit take it from there). They feed their flesh 3 hot meals every day of the week and they feed their spirit 1 cold snack on Sunday. They also haven’t realized that seven days without prayer makes one weak! Anyway, man, If you would pray that prayer and start saturating yourself with everything that is of God like T.B.N., Daystar, Christian T.V.; radio, cassettes, VCR, DVD and even the internet, but you have to watch out what you see, read and hear. You have to make sure that it’s really in the Bible!! ( If you would just pray and get in the Word and get the Word in you) that would be enough! You don’t have to clean yourself up first to seek or come to God. God will do the cleaning. Please believe me! If you like the taste of beer or like drinking just tell God when you pray and/or talk to Him. He already knows, He knows the flesh loves cocaine (my favorate, besides beer) and all those other goodies. He just wants you to be honest and truthful. Believe it or not I thought that beer was going to be my problem when I was seeking God and everyone who knew me wouldn’t have argued with that, but it wasn’t beer. It was girls! I remember praying like crazy telling God, “You’re gonna have to help me!” I would tell Him that He made them so pretty and those curves, chests and the feminine in them just drove me wild. And the Holy Spirit started teaching and showing me things, especially how satan operates. Now, I treat girls with a lot of respect because I know that, that girl is someones mother or daughter or sister. By the way let me tell you some of the ways satan operates. The strategy of a spirit being, that is an enemy of God, that wants to influence someone to fight, especially at a party, always goes for the weaker vessel. 1# a girl as opposed to a man (like Adam & Eve). 2# an acquaintance or friend as opposed to immediate family or blood relative. 3# who’s under the influence of what and how much. And so on and so on. A spiritual being specializes in the game of elimination and goes for the easier prey. Also, when you get saved and are seeking God, a lot of thoughts that come into your head are from the devil trying to get you to quit or stop. Thoughts like, am I really saved? I didn’t feel anything or I don’t feel saved. Man, this is stupid nothing is happening, nothing’s differant. Two of the biggest lies from the devil is 1) he doesn’t exist. 2) God doesn’t love you. One of the ways to grow in your relationship with God in leaps and bounds is to be a doer of the word. Act on the Word. For instance, take a scripture like II Cor. 10:5 and practice it. It talks about casting down imaginations and taking captive every thought. The Bible is God speaking to you. From Romans to Jude are letters to you. The Spirit of God takes the Word of God and makes a child of God. You know that motivation that moved you and drove you to seek wisdom, knowledge and understanding about computers? Just take a tad of that and give God a shot. Drinking beer can be compared to seeking God, at least to me. The first 2 or 3 beers don’t taste to good but after you get a buzz you just want more and more and more. He will far exceed your expectations. My experiences with satan are to simple to describe but my experiences with God, like I’ve said before, is like trying to describe a rainbow to a blind man. Many people are afraid of God and most people, if they believe in the Holy Spirit, are scaired of Him too. But I can’t think of anyone who would be afraid of Jesus. Let me expose another lie of satan’s. Jesus was the embodiment of God. Jesus is the image of the invisible God. God is Jesus in the flesh! The Holy Ghost is just the Spirit of Christ, the Spirit of Jesus. The Bible is what God says, religion is what man says God says. Religion is man changing God, relationship is God changing man. When Jesus left He said He would send His Spirit, the Holy Spirit. Jesus’ Spirit is who changes you. You can’t change yourself. Your sin nature won’t allow it. But as you pray and feed on the things of God and ignore the thoughts of the devil you start changing. Like a caterpillar, then a cacoon and then a flutterby. Your eyes will start opening and Jesus will begin to become real to you. (changing the subject) When praying for something, this is wisdom: Faith is just taking God at His Word. Doubt, which is the devils language, is another form of belief. Faith is believing something is true. Doubt is believing something isn’t true, but it’s still a form of belief. If satan can keep you in unbelief or hold you in the arena of reason, he’ll kick your butt every time. But if you’ll hold him in the arena of faith, you’ll kick his butt every time. All this stuff is so real and I just want you to be in heaven with me and Dan. If you could of seen Nina you would’ve been convinced that she really did see Dan. God used you and the Ouija board incident to shake and wake me up to all the seriousness of all this stuff in this letter. Now the tables have turned and God is using me to try to shake and wake you up to the seriousness of all this stuff in this letter. In 1997 God used you big-time to change my life forever! Man, Bill! Me and Debbie both saw with our own eyes a living shadow of a being with the appearance of a human (the best I can describe) run right beside me through the front-room heading toward your house. It ran right through Tuby’s bedroom wall and Sheila came running out screaming that she had a nightmare. Then Mark came running through the front door without knocking telling us that all his power just blew out. All of this happened like a machine gun. Before I took Mark home he told me and Deb that he had just left your house and you were on the Ouija board. I don’t know why I started thinking the way I did, but I started thinking that if these demons can manifest and communicate through these instruments it would only be fair that God would have instruments too. And the only instrument I could think of was the Holy Bible and it worked! ( The End ).